I have a hard time remembering back to being 4 weeks pregnant with Maddie, so I can’t say what my “symptoms” were or anything like that. What I do know is, right now, the only thing going on with me is that I have cramps. Icky, AF-like cramps that are REALLY messing with my mind. I don’t like it! I know cramps in early pregnancy are common (right? Can anyone back me up on this?) but for me, they’ve never been a good sign. Although for me, they’ve always been accompanied by spotting, which I haven’t had any of. I just want my boobs to start hurting or something, is that too much to ask?
Guess what? I didn’t POAS today. I got home, went to the bathroom, and didn’t even THINK about POAS. I’m so proud of myself! (Except now that these cramps are still bothering me, I’m kind of wishing I HAD taken a test. Perhaps tomorrow.)
Now, I just wait. I don’t know whether I’ll get a call today with my first beta number or not. I’m pretty nervous, but hoping I can just enjoy the weekend.
Oh — and my due date, in case anyone was wondering, is December 2. That’s my grandma’s birthday!