No no no no no no.

Lots of brown stuff this morning. Looks like it always does before my period starts. Exactly how it’s looked before every other miscarriage I’ve had.

I don’t know what I”ll do if this is happening again.

I can’t stop crying.

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7 thoughts on “No no no no no no.

  1. babe, when are you going in to see the doctor?? try not to freak out until you go in. i know it’s easier said than done, but soo many women spot during and throughout pregnancy. let’s just assume that that’s what this is. there’s absolutely NO reason you should miscarry. you know exactly the issues you have, and the docs took all the right/perfect measures this time. it can’t be a miscarriage – just spotting. i’m gonna have to insist on that. big *hugs* to you :o)

    • My appointment with the midwife isn’t until May 4th. I’m going to call tomorrow morning, for sure, to tell them about this, because I’m just so worried. I think I’d feel “better” about it if this wasn’t how every other miscarriage had started.

      Thank you so much for the comment. I’m going to try to just think positive.

  2. Oh no….

    I hope Sienna is right. I’m know you must be freaking out right now. Call as soon as the doctor office opens. I hope it’s just the normal pregnancy spotting. Hang in there…. I’ll be thinking of you all day today and tomorrow.

    • Well, I spoke with the midwife on call at the doctor’s office. She said I could certainly go to the ER for an u/s to ease my mind, otherwise I could call in the morning and they’d try to fit me in tomorrow. I’m not sure what I’ll do yet. I’m just really scared right now.

  3. It’s going to be ok. My best friend is 9 weeks and this just happened to her on Thursday. She got in to see the doctor and baby is PERFECT. Keep hope, it could very well be nothing. Love you.

    • Thank you. I really hope you’re right. I think I’m going to go to the ER like the midwife suggested. (She didn’t say it was necessary, just that it would probably give me peace of mind since I might not be able to get in for an u/s at the clinic for a few days). Love you too. Thanks for commenting.

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